John Mollura hid a letter from the Department of Defense in a desk drawer for ten years.

It wasn’t a reprimand. It was a letter of commendation.

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In 2005, John was a test engineer supporting the military. His team had spent years on a project that looked close to impossible. John played a key role in making it happen. More than twenty years later, it’s still out there doing its job.

The company held a ceremony. The president and executive staff would hand out letters of commendation, one by one, in front of everyone.

John’s last name falls in the middle of the alphabet. As his turn got closer, his vision started going black around the edges. His heart pounded. He felt wobbly.

And a voice in his head got very loud.

They’re going to realize you don’t deserve this. When you get up there, the president is going to pull it out of your hand.

He doesn’t remember walking up. He doesn’t remember shaking hands.

He remembers leaving before the reception afterwards.

He put the letter in a manila folder, stashed it in the deepest drawer of his desk, and didn’t take it out for more than a decade.

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If you’ve ever been recognized for something important and instead of feeling proud, you felt like a fraud, you know that feeling.

Back then, John didn’t have a name for it.

So he did what a lot of high performers do. He took on harder projects, riskier tests, more demanding missions.

Nothing seemed to be enough.

Each new accolade just stacked the house of cards higher. And with each success, there seemed more to lose if someone found him out.

That’s the cruelest part of imposter syndrome. It’s a hole that no achievement can fill.

No promotion, salary or award seems to be enough. The goalposts just keep moving.

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Years later, at the Jet Propulsion Laboratory, John was waiting for a coworker outside a changing room where people suited up in white coats to work on spacecraft (just like in the movies). A flyer advertised a symposium on imposter syndrome. Something about the phrase caught his interest.

On the walk back to the car, he asked a coworker about it.

She told him: it’s when you’re a high performer and feel like a fake.

John stopped walking.

“Wait. You mean this is a thing? It’s not something wrong with just me?”

“No, John,” she said. “This is a thing. But no one talks about it.”

It was such a powerful moment. It’s what it feels like to be seen for the first time.

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John approached the job of improving his imposter syndrome like an engineer. The first task was to collect data, so he started collecting data on himself.

After meetings that went badly, he ran his own postmortems. He learned to notice his body warning him before he snapped at someone, and to pause and respond instead of react.

Out of that self-investigation came what John now calls the Navigators: the voices that steer us when we’re on autopilot.

• The drifter, who suddenly needs to clean the desk before doing the hard thing.

• The blamer, who’s sure the world is happening to them.

• The critic, who knows all your secrets and uses them to build a case against you.

These voices don’t disappear. The goal is to notice which one has the controls.

When the blamer shows up, John asks one question:

What’s my 1%?

The idea is that I probably contributed at least 1% to my current predicament. Not to make myself feel guilty, but to get some agency back. If I had some part in where I landed, I may have some power over where I go next.

When the critic shows up, he asks a different question:

What would a camera have recorded?

John shared an example from that very morning. A potential coaching client had written to say someone else was a better fit.

That was the data.

The drama was everything his critic piled on top: I’m bad at this. I can’t connect with people. I’ll never land another client.

John coaches this and has written a book on it. Yet he still has to catch himself doing it.

Listen for the critic’s favorite words, too: always, never, everyone, no one.

“I always mess this up” is almost never true. Challenge the critic with one time you followed through.

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There’s one more idea I want you to take with you.

Confidence is the product of action. It isn’t the prerequisite.

Most of us wait to feel ready, then wait some more. John’s advice is to act while you’re scared and let the confidence follow.

If you can’t find the belief in yourself yet, borrow it. When someone you trust sees something in you and asks you to lead, believe them until you can believe it yourself.

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Here’s something else you can try this week.

The next time someone compliments you, don’t deflect. Don’t mention the sale price of your shoes or credit the whole team.

Smile. Say thank you. And smile again.

It felt strange for John at first. It felt strange for me, too. My wife had to teach me that one.

Deflecting a compliment is a small unkindness to the person who offered it. It’s like handing back a gift.

There’s much more in this conversation, including what it’s like to be an introvert everyone mistakes for an extrovert, and why the events where John looks most confident are the ones that drain his social battery the most.

If you’ve ever held a win at arm’s length, this one is for you.

Connect with John:

Let It Fly (book)
Free Navigators Masterclass
LinkedIn
Website

In her twenties, Nikki Barua wore pantyhose and pearls to work. And she took up golf.

She hates golf.

She did it because she’d heard that’s what business people did.

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Maybe at one time you too have studied the leaders a level or two above you and started borrowing their habits.

You copy how they talk in meetings, how they work a room, how they treat their reports.

At some point, you can lose track of what actually feels like you.

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Nikki immigrated to the US in 1997, and went straight into a very traditional corporate world.

As an introvert, she had already felt like she was outside every inner circle.

So she did what a lot of us do. She tried to blend in.

It worked, more or less.

Until she noticed what it was costing her.

“The more I became like everyone else,” she told me, “the less there was of me to see.”

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Nikki didn’t choose her turning point. In 2008, she suffered a devastating loss that became public, and suddenly there was nowhere left to hide.

What she found on the other side surprised her.

She felt free.

That experience helped her see her introversion differently.

She’s deeply introspective. Patient. A real listener. She sees patterns other people miss.

Those traits had always been there. But once she stopped treating her introversion as something she needed to fix, she could start to see what those qualities made possible.

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Her speaking story follows a similar path, and it starts somewhere brutal.

In high school, she froze in front of a thousand students. Full panic. The room went silent, then one person laughed, and then everyone did.

A teacher had to walk her off the stage.

On the way off, she made a decision. One day she’d speak on stages around the world, and she’d get paid to do it.

So she got her reps. Toastmasters. Classes. Every invitation she could find, “even if there were three people in a room with a pulse.”

But for years, she was trying to be the wrong kind of speaker.

Her model was Tony Robbins: six and a half feet tall, booming voice, endless energy. Nikki is under five feet tall, and theatrical isn’t her style.

Trying to be him, she says, made her mediocre.

What changed was the realization that there are eight billion people on the planet. Some of them want to hear a message delivered exactly the way she delivers it.

So she dropped the stage persona and started being herself on stage.

Her audience got bigger, not smaller.

She said, “If you don’t show yourself, how will your tribe find you?”

I like this way of thinking about visibility. You don’t have to talk more or become the person who commands every room. People need a chance to see how you think, what you care about, and what you bring to the work.

Otherwise, the people who would value those things may never know they’re there.

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Today, Nikki’s team knows her as the wartime CEO. When everything is falling apart, she gets calmer. She turns inward, listens harder, and acts on purpose.

Her teams have told her that her calm is what makes them believe they’ll get through.

She thinks qualities like these matter even more now, when so much of what we read and hear can feel interchangeable. The way someone listens, how they respond under pressure, and the experiences they bring to a situation are harder to replicate.

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If you want a place to start this week, Nikki shared an exercise for finding your zone of genius.

Pick two people you work closely with and ask them one question:

“What do you come to me for?”

Then look at their answers. Pay attention to the things they value that also come naturally to you. Those are worth spending more time on.

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At the end, I asked Nikki what she’d tell her younger self, the one wearing pearls on the golf course.

She didn’t hesitate.

“You are perfect as you are.”

If you’ve ever found yourself trying to fit someone else’s idea of what a successful leader looks like, give this a listen.

Connect with Nikki:

Website: nikkibarua.com
LinkedIn

If you’re like me, at some point you’ve looked at the charismatic person in the room and assumed that’s what leadership is supposed to look like.

And your bosses told you to be more confident. Speak up more. Push yourself out of your comfort zone.

If you’re an introvert, you know what that advice usually means: be more extroverted.

My guest this week, Joanna Rawbone, followed that advice for almost two decades.

She worked in learning and development, training and coaching inside organizations around the world. The people who seemed most successful were often the big-personality extroverts. So she studied them and copied them.

It worked — until it didn’t.

Burnout eventually brought her to the point where she couldn’t keep compromising who she was. That’s when she started looking at authentic leadership as a real way to lead, rather than just another phrase people use.

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The moment that set her current work in motion happened in a training room in Doha.

She was helping a group of Qatari professionals learn to work as a team, and she saw the same pattern she’d seen almost everywhere else.

The quiet people with their heads down, doing great work, were the ones who kept getting overlooked and undervalued.

Joanna got mad. She told me it was about as angry as she’d ever let herself get in a public setting.

Then she went away and started thinking about what it would take for introverts to get a fair shot without having to pretend to be someone else.

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A director of communications once said something to her that stayed with her:

“It seems that the extroversion bias is the last acceptable bias.”

Joanna’s answer to that bias isn’t to get louder. It’s to put things in a different order:

Credibility first. Visibility second.

Years ago, she was building an influencing-skills game with a colleague. He assumed you’d go for visibility first and worry about credibility later.

She was horrified.

For her, it’s the other way around. Build trust. Know your material. Prepare. Then step into the spotlight.

I suspect a lot of introverts will recognize that order immediately.

Credibility only helps if people can see it, though.

Joanna calls this showcasing, not showing off.

If you wrote the paper, your name goes on it, and you present it. You don’t hand it to the colleague who likes being up front.

She also uses a small pre-frame that I really liked:

“One of the things I found when working on this piece was…”

It makes clear that you did the work. It moves the conversation forward. And it puts the focus on what you found or changed, rather than simply announcing that you did something.

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There’s another change she’s made that I’ve been thinking about.

She used to apologize for being quiet. Now, when someone points it out, she says:

“Thank you for noticing. One of my real strengths is noticing what’s not being said, and I do that much better when I’m quiet.”

I like that because she isn’t trying to defend being quiet. She’s naming something she’s good at.

Joanna is careful about that word, too. A strength isn’t just something you’re good at. It’s something you’re good at and enjoy doing.

She remembers a boss at British Telecom who would list her “strengths” in performance reviews and then move straight on to her weaknesses.

What he was actually listing were her competencies.

He never asked what she loved.

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She also changed how I think about the comfort zone.

“Nothing good happens in your comfort zone” isn’t really true.

That’s where you’re competent without having to think too hard about it. There’s value in that.

Just past it is the competency zone, where you have to concentrate. Past that is what she calls the learning edge. It’s uncomfortable, but you can stay there and keep working. Over time, that can widen your comfort zone.

You don’t need to throw yourself into fear and anxiety to grow.

We also talked about energy management in a back-to-back meeting culture, including her “brilliant battery boosters” and why some of her clients now start meetings at ten past the hour.

We talked about why psychological safety has to be built together with each person on your team rather than simply handed out.

And we talked about how to get executives to pay attention to extroversion bias by talking about ROI and attrition.

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One of the things I appreciated about this conversation is that Joanna isn’t asking introverts to become better at pretending to be extroverts.

She’s asking a different question: How do you make sure the way you naturally operate doesn’t prevent other people from seeing what you’re capable of?

If you’ve been quietly doing excellent work and wondering why no one notices, I think you’ll get a lot out of this episode.

Give it a listen.

Connect with Joanna:

Website
YouTube (Business)
YouTube (Becoming)
Resources for Audience
Children’s Book for Introverts

You know the moment.

You have the thing you want to say. It’s good. You’ve been turning it over for the last four minutes while someone else talks.

And then the conversation moves, the window closes, and you tell yourself you’ll speak up next time.

Here’s what I think is happening in that moment.

You’re waiting for permission. And nobody in that room is going to hand it to you.

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My guest this week is Bushra Khan, and she’s an interesting person to hear this from because she’s not an introvert. She said if she claimed to be one, her family would riot.

She’s a business professor who teaches leadership to MBA and engineering students, and she’s noticed a pretty striking difference between those two rooms.

Her MBA students walk in on day one having already figured out who they’re going to work with. Try to reshuffle their groups six months later and it’s a revolt.

Her engineering students ask her a different question:

Can you email them for me?

Someone said they’d submit their part of the project. They haven’t. What do I do?

And Bushra says: I don’t know. What do you do?

That exchange stuck with me.

Because sometimes the problem isn’t that you don’t know what to do. You’re waiting for someone to tell you that you’re allowed to do it.

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What she said next is another idea I keep thinking about: discomfort doesn’t mean incompetence.

She compared it to math. Around seventh grade, kids start telling themselves I’m just not good at math, and it can become part of how they see themselves.

But struggling with something and being incapable of it are not the same thing.

Speaking up in a fast meeting can work the same way. The hesitation is real. It just doesn’t tell you what you’re capable of.

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The part of the conversation I want you to hear most is when she gets practical about meetings, from both sides.

If you’re running the meeting, she says walk in with a notebook and three questions:

Did I get a full sentence from every person, not just a “yep, sounds good”?

Did everyone offer a plus, a delta, or an aha?

And if someone stayed quiet, did I follow up with them within 24 hours?

Then she added something I hadn’t expected.

You may only have to do that follow-up once or twice. After that, their brain has started to register you as a safe person, and they’re more likely to speak up on their own.

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And if you’re the quiet one, the one getting steamrolled, her advice isn’t to be louder.

It’s to rehearse the interruption out loud.

With a colleague. With a partner. In front of a mirror.

She’s done it with students, playing the over-the-top colleague while they practice breaking in.

She told me about one student who laughed through the first round, giggled less on the second, and by the fourth had actually leaned into it, in her own voice rather than Bushra’s.

It feels ridiculous the first time.

That’s part of why it works. You’re giving yourself a chance to practice something that currently feels uncomfortable before you have to do it for real.

We also got into her MVE framework — mirror, validate, empathize — for the conversations where you’re technically right and nobody’s moving.

And she has a two-minute physical exercise she makes every MBA student do before presenting in front of hundreds of people.

There’s a lot more in the conversation, but those are the pieces I’ve been thinking about since we recorded it.

Have a listen.

Connect with Bushra:

- Website
- LinkedIn
- Email

Public speaking anxiety rarely announces itself as fear. Sometimes it shows up as a body that stops cooperating.

Tamara Laine was on set as an on-air correspondent when her whole body started shaking. Her heart raced. The words wouldn’t come.

She thought she was having a seizure. Or a stroke.

She got off set, went to a doctor, and found out what it actually was: a panic attack.

Earlier, in her twenties, Tamara was going out for Broadway roles that required singing. She’d prepare with a coach. She’d have it down perfectly. Then she’d walk in and buckle.

So she told herself the obvious thing: It’s not for me. I can’t do it.

The same wiring followed her to a national broadcast set, a job she never went looking for and said yes to anyway.

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Here’s the part I keep thinking about.

Tamara only ever felt her body react when she was reaching for something bigger than what she’d done before.

If your hands go cold before a keynote, a board presentation, or a promotion conversation, that doesn’t necessarily mean you’re not ready or don’t belong in the room. Sometimes it means you’re doing something that feels genuinely difficult and unfamiliar. Give yourself a little grace for that.

But grace isn’t a tool, and Tamara went and got tools.

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After the panic attack, she started with a therapist and a page. She would write down the scenario she was walking into: the catastrophic version her brain was already running. Then she’d rewrite it, out loud, as the best possible outcome.

Two versions, side by side. And they almost never matched.

Because the disaster was never the room. It was the rehearsal.

She was projecting the worst-case scenario before anything happened, which was then causing the worst-case scenario.

You practice something enough times and your body learns it. That’s true of the talk. It’s also true of the catastrophe.

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The second tool is one you can use in public, right now, and nobody will know.

Box breathing. In for four, hold for four, out for four, hold for four.

It’s what she does when she feels the stress climbing: sitting in the meeting, standing offstage, counting silently in her head.

She keynoted a conference this week. No panic attack. She still practiced, still talked herself through it, and still used the tools.

The anxiety didn’t disappear. She just stopped being at its mercy.

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Then there’s the thing that has nothing to do with speaking and everything to do with whether your career actually moves forward.

Tamara’s coach told her, “if your number one priority isn’t on your calendar, you’re not going to hit it.”

She pulled up her own calendar. Her top priority was landing a pilot customer for her startup.

Thirty days. Not one customer call.

She was busy. Investor meetings, conferences, tasks cleared every day. All of it felt productive.

None of it was the thing.

That’s a check any of us can run tonight, and it takes about ninety seconds. Open the last thirty days. Find the one priority that matters most this year. Count how many times it actually appears.

The calendar doesn’t flatter you. That’s what makes it useful.

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We also get into something quieter and harder: what it costs to be a collaborative leader who still has to decide.

Tamara is unusually honest about that tension: wanting everyone seen and heard, while knowing that at some point the decision is yours alone, and someone is going to be disappointed.

If you’ve ever mistaken your own empathy for indecision, that part of the conversation is for you.

Listen to the full episode with Tamara Laine wherever you get your podcasts. And if it lands, hit subscribe.

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Listen to the full episode with Tamara Laine wherever you get your podcasts — and if it lands, hit subscribe.

Connect with Tamara:

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MPOWER

A senior leader stops you in the hallway. “Hey — what are you working on?”

You freeze. You start with “um,” and mention you’re “trying” to move a few things forward, which “hopefully” will land soon.

And while your work is strong — you know that’s not what came across.

This is the executive communication gap. And sometimes, the language you’re using is part of the problem.

The words “try” and “hope”, every hedge you meant to ensure accuracy — or to avoid bragging — can make you sound less certain than you actually are.

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Frankie Kemp trained as an actor before she started coaching leaders. So when she talks about executive presence, she isn’t talking about performing a role.

She’s talking about the opposite.

Real presence, she says, is expanding the range of who you already are — not squeezing yourself into the organizational playbook.

This framing stuck with me: an actor gets a script and a director. Somebody else has set the parameters. But the actor still has to make it personal. That’s what makes one performance electric and another forgettable.

The same is true at work. You were hired for a reason. The version of you the organization needs isn’t the generic corporate one — it’s the one only you can bring.

The key is authenticity.

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We spent most of the conversation on the mechanics.

The word “try” builds failure into your sentence before you finish it. “We’ll try to make this work” and “our aim is to make this work” carry the same intent — but create completely different impressions. “Hopefully” can do the same thing.

As can the words “leverage” and “optimize” which you may think sound important, but come across as vague, and frustrating to senior leaders.

Then there’s the hallway ambush. The senior leader taps you on the shoulder.

Frankie’s move here is to buy time. Don’t fill the initial silence with filler words like “um” and “ah.”

Repeat what you heard. Redirect with a clarifying question. Comment on the question itself. Any of them is better than waffling. And any of them can buy you the two seconds you actually need.

And when you have to give an update — especially when you don’t have the whole picture yet — she uses a structure so simple it almost feels like cheating:

1. What I know.

2. What I don’t know.

3. What I’ll find out.

Honest, clear, and — as Frankie says — it builds trust faster than pretending you’ve got everything under control.

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If you’ve ever walked away from a hallway conversation replaying it in your head, or ended a status update wondering why it landed flat, I think you’ll get something from this conversation.

Listen to the full conversation with Frankie wherever you get your podcasts.

Connect with Frankie:

- Website
- LinkedIn

You did the deep work. Your analysis was airtight. Your recommendation was flawless.

And someone else carried the day.

That’s the trap: believing the work will speak for itself.

It won’t. Not on its own.

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Sebastien Page has spent his career proving what actually works. He’s a senior finance executive, the author of The Psychology of Leadership, and — for the record — a self-described introvert.

His edge wasn’t volume. It was a one-two punch: deep quantitative work paired with the ability to explain it clearly. That combination is what got him noticed as an intern. It’s what kept moving him up.

Expertise on its own is invisible. Expertise plus clear communication is leadership.

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One of the most useful things Sebastien shared is a rule he actually uses in his own meetings. He calls it the one-over-N rule.

If there are ten people in the room, each person should contribute roughly ten percent. Not a hard rule — a shared expectation. When someone starts to dominate, they usually catch themselves and say so out loud.

And when they don’t, the leader has a move: politely interrupt, summarize what the person just said so they feel heard, and pivot to someone quieter who’s ready to speak.

Polite. Summarize. Pivot.

It’s the kind of small, repeatable script that changes the shape of a room.

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There was another idea in this conversation that I keep coming back to. Sebastien calls it strategic patience.

Before any decision, he asks a question most leaders skip: how much time do we actually have?

If you have six months to hire someone, take six months. If you have a week, take the week. Rushing feels productive. It’s often the opposite.

And here’s the part I didn’t expect. He argues that not resolving every disagreement on your team is also a leadership skill. If you jump in every time two people disagree, you train them to bring every conflict to you. Sometimes the better move is to let it sit — and let them work it out.

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We also talked about the myth that keeps a lot of quiet professionals stuck: that introverts aren’t good presenters, aren’t natural leaders, don’t belong at the top of the room.

Sebastien’s answer is a list. Warren Buffett. Bill Gates. Tim Cook. Satya Nadella. Barack Obama. Roger Federer. Lionel Messi.

The evidence is in front of us. The story we tell ourselves is what’s wrong.

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If you’ve ever walked out of a meeting frustrated that your best point never made it into the room, this episode is going to give you something you can use on Monday morning.

Give it a listen.

Connect with Sebastien:

- LinkedIn
- T. Rowe Price bio page

If you’re like me, at one time you’ve looked at the charismatic person in the room— holding court, keeping the energy up late into the day—and thought:

That’s what people want in a leader. And that isn’t me.

So you push yourself to be more vocal, more visible. More like them.

Eventually, the strain catches up with you.

Because leading in a way that isn’t your own takes energy you don’t have to spare.

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My guest this week, Dr. Vance Cooper, spent years in that loop.

He has a PhD in corporate leadership. He’d studied the theories. He was succeeding at work. And still he felt like he wasn’t reaching his potential.

So he did something then the theories don’t really teach.

He got honest about who he actually was.

His strengths, limitations, what drained him. And what he was uniquely good at.

What he discovered was that his real strength wasn’t holding court. It was empowering the people around him—leading from a supporting role, asking better questions, and filling gaps other people weren’t seeing.

Once he stopped trying to be the extroverted version of a leader, something shifted.

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There’s a line from our conversation I keep coming back to.

Vance describes leadership as a process of self-discovery. Not something you eventually figure out and move past, but something that keeps changing as you have new experiences.

And that matters because the better you understand yourself, the better you can understand how you affect other people.

It made me think about how often we start with the wrong question.

We ask, “What do I need to get better at?”

• Communicating more confidently.

• Speaking up more.

• Building executive presence.

Those things can matter. But Vance’s argument is that they’re downstream of something more fundamental: knowing yourself well enough to understand how you actually lead best.

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Another idea in this episode I really loved was about vision.

Vance’s approach is refreshingly practical. He doesn’t just think about where he wants to go. He writes it down, works backward from the goal, and builds it into his routine.

During our interview, he pointed to a poster board on his wall: his goals for 2026, the steps to get there, and the things he needs to do every day.

There’s nothing particularly complicated about it. But seeing the goal every day—and knowing what you need to do next—makes it much harder to drift.

You don’t become the leader you want to be all at once. You build it into what you do every day.

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And if you’re doing good work but not getting recognized as a leader, Vance has another piece of advice I found genuinely useful:

Stop waiting for your title to make you one.

Instead, look for places where something needs to be done and nobody is stepping up, within your organization, and if not there, look for it within your community. Seek out a board position. Take on a project nobody wants to own.

Volunteer to take on more responsibility.

That’s where you get the experience of actually leading. And over time, those experiences become core to how other people see you.

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I liked this conversation because none of Vance’s advice requires you to become a different kind of person.

It’s really about understanding yourself well enough to stop fighting your natural way of leading—and then getting deliberate about building on that foundation.

Give it a listen.

Connect with Vance:

- LinkedIn
- Access Purpose

You finish a day of back-to-back meetings and realize you spent the whole thing reacting.

Never quite present. Never quite yourself. Just running from call to call until, by mid-afternoon, you’re running on fumes.

For an introverted leader, that isn’t a scheduling problem.

It’s the gap.

The tiny space between stimulus and response — the one we consistently miss because the day never lets us stop long enough to find it.

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My guest this week is Lindsey Cameron. Management professor. Longtime meditator. A researcher whose work spans call centers, war zones, and the algorithm-driven gig economy.

She has spent more than twenty years building a contemplative practice — not as a life hack, but as the ground her leadership stands on.

And the thing I keep coming back to from our conversation is how small her tools are.

Three breaths before you answer a call.

Your hand on the doorknob before you walk into the room.

That’s it. That’s the practice.

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What she’s really describing is mindfulness at work as something you build one small gap at a time. Not a retreat. Not a course. A moment.

And then another moment.

Eventually those moments stop feeling like tools and start becoming the way you move through the day. She has a sign on her desk that says work is a form of worship.

I love that reframe. The goal isn’t to escape the meeting. It’s to bring the quality of mind you have in meditation into the meeting.

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The line from Lindsey that has stayed with me longest, though, is quieter than any of that.

Your work will not love you back.

Not all the time. Not in the ways you need it to.

Which means the version of you that shows up to lead has to be restored somewhere else. On purpose.

For Lindsey, that looks like small communities — a workout crew, a gardening crew, a meditation crew. Long walks with no input. Red lights in the house after sundown. And a rest group that meets on Zoom for two hours in the middle of the workday.

Two hours. In the middle of the workday. Resting.

Imagine what that would rewire in you.

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If you’ve been feeling depleted by leadership — if the calendar keeps winning and the presence keeps losing — this is the episode.

Listen to the full conversation on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube.

Connect with Lindsey:

Lindsey Cameron’s Website

There’s a version of 2 a.m. that many introverted leaders know too well.

You’re replaying something you said in a meeting. Wondering whether you came across as confident enough. Questioning whether you’re really cut out for leadership.

For a lot of us, anxiety isn’t a moment.

It’s a loop.

And the harder we try to wrestle it into submission, the tighter it seems to hold on.

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My guest this week is Cara Lai—a meditation teacher whose work has appeared on Dan Harris’ 10% Happier. Before teaching mindfulness, she spent years caught in her own cycle of social anxiety.

What she discovered surprised me.

The answer wasn’t more discipline. It wasn’t self-improvement. It wasn’t finding the perfect morning routine.

It was compassion.

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I’ll admit, “self-compassion” can sound a little soft in a leadership conversation.

It didn’t after this one.

Cara’s point is simple: the loop only begins to loosen when we stop trying to eliminate our fear and start relating to it differently.

Instead of treating anxiety like an enemy to defeat, we meet it the way we’d meet a friend who’s struggling.

Everything else—the meditation cushion, the timer, the eight-minute practice—is just scaffolding for learning that one skill.

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The second idea that stayed with me was Cara’s perspective on vulnerability.

Leadership advice often frames vulnerability as something courageous you occasionally choose.

Cara sees it differently.

When leaders can honestly say, “I don’t know,” or “I’m struggling with this too,” they create psychological safety for everyone around them.

That’s not weakness.

It’s one of the strongest signals of confidence a leader can send.

The illusion is that control creates authority.

Often, control is simply what we reach for when we’re afraid.

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The third takeaway is the one I think most people need to hear.

You don’t need an hour to meditate.

You don’t need a cushion.

You don’t need a retreat.

You need a minute.

Maybe eight.

Maybe three.

Cara suggested something wonderfully ordinary: practice while you’re brushing your teeth.

For those few moments, shift from doing to receiving. Notice the sensation of the toothbrush. Feel your feet on the floor. Let yourself step out of planning mode and back into the present.

That’s where the practice actually begins.

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If you’ve ever been the quiet leader lying awake at 2 a.m., wondering whether you’re built for this, I think you’ll find something valuable in this conversation.

Not because it promises to make anxiety disappear.

But because it offers something more realistic—and, ultimately, more powerful.

A different relationship with it.

Listen wherever you get your podcasts.

Connect with Cara:

Cara Lai’s Website

You have the sharpest take in the room.

But by the time you’ve shaped the sentence in your head, the conversation has already moved on.

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That gap — between the clarity you actually have and the clarity anyone else in the room can see — is the whole problem this week’s guest has spent her career solving.

Kacie Bail spent nearly a decade in IT consulting at Accenture and Appian. Then she moved to Chile and had to learn how to speak up all over again, in Spanish, in front of a client who did not trust her yet.

What she discovered there is useful to you even if you never leave your desk.

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The single move that changed everything for her was asking thoughtful questions.

Not because questions are a clever trick. Because questions put the spotlight on the other person — while your synthesis, your judgment, and your expertise still quietly land in the room.

She built trust with a difficult product owner in Chile by asking about edge cases nobody else had thought through. He didn’t need her to be the loudest voice on the call. He needed her to be the clearest thinker in it.

That works whether you’re new to the project, new to the language, or new to a room you don’t quite feel like you belong in yet.

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The second thing she does well is treat one-on-ones as the low-stakes room where quiet people find their voice.

Before the all-hands. Before the town hall. Before the strategy readout.

Your one-on-one is where you get to test an idea, hear it out loud, and see how it lands — with an audience of one.

Kacie tells the story of her most junior developer in Chile, who admitted in a 30-every-30 that they didn’t understand the business value of the work they were shipping. It felt like a small confession. It reshaped how the whole team operated. The product owner started opening each cycle with a short explanation of why the work mattered.

That’s leadership. It didn’t require a title. It required a one-on-one and the courage to say the quiet thing out loud.

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The third idea is the one I keep thinking about.

Confidence, Kacie says, is built by accumulating evidence.

Say one thing in the next meeting. Volunteer to onboard one new hire. Facilitate one recurring meeting. Each rep goes into a file you can point to the next time imposter syndrome flares.

Her question for those moments is worth writing down: Is there any evidence I should be feeling this way? And have I done something like this before?

Most of the time the honest answer is no, and yes.

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If you’ve ever left a meeting replaying what you should have said, this conversation is going to sit with you.

Listen to episode 78 with Kacie Bail wherever you get your podcasts.

Connect with Kacie:

- Website (free PDF: How to Ace Your Interview in 7 Steps)
- LinkedIn
- Meetup — Career Coaching for Introverts & ESL Community

You’ve done the work. You know the material. You’ve prepared.

Then the room turns toward you, your throat tightens, and a small voice pops up: who am I to be here?

If you’ve felt that, you’re not broken. You’re introverted, and your brain has been quietly running a threat model in the background.

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My guest this week is Salvatore Manzi — a communication coach who literally lost his voice on stage early in his career.

He spent the next twenty years figuring out what actually works for quiet people who need to be heard.

This is his second visit to the show, and his book Clear and Compelling comes out very soon.

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We spent most of the conversation on three tools I keep coming back to.

The first one is deceptively simple: share your thinking.

Introverts do enormous amounts of processing before they speak. Then we hand people the clean, finished answer.

The problem is that everyone else in the room hears an opinion — because they didn’t get to walk any of the steps with us.

Salvatore’s move is to echo what you heard, narrate your reasoning, and then land the point. People need to feel included in how you got there.

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The second tool is his three-step move for imposter syndrome.

Name it. When you label the feeling, your brain shifts from emotional processing to rational processing. It gets quieter almost immediately.

Regulate. Breath. Grounding. A small physical action to get out of your head and back into your body.

Take one small action. Not a four-point plan. Not a full solution. One step to get the energy moving.

Salvatore even named his own inner critic Perry. It made me laugh, and it also made the reframe stick.

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The third tool is a framework for the moment your mind goes blank.

He calls it HIPP. Headline. Insight. Picture. Point.

Lead with a headline — a statement, a fact, an opinion. Then the insight behind it. Then paint a picture so people can see it. Then land the point.

He recommends practicing it every morning on a random object until it’s muscle memory. A doorknob. A coffee mug. Whatever’s in front of you.

The idea is that when someone turns to you in a meeting and says what do you think?, your brain has a track to run on. You’re not spinning. You’re not stalling. You have a spine to hang the thought on.

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There’s a bigger idea underneath all three of these tools.

Salvatore says presence isn’t about being perfect. It’s about closing the gap between the stimulus and your response.

The moment you notice yourself escaping into your head, you have a choice. Keep spinning up there, or come back into your body and speak from a grounded place.

That choice is the whole game.

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This is one of the most practical conversations I’ve had all year. If you’ve ever frozen in a meeting, dreaded a presentation, or felt like your ideas didn’t land the way they sounded in your head, this episode is for you.

Listen to the full conversation wherever you get your podcasts.

Connect with Salvatore:

- Salvatore Manzi’s Website
- Salvatore Manzi on YouTube

If you’re an introvert who has tried modern dating, you probably know this feeling.

You’re on the apps because everyone said that’s where you have to be. You’re exhausted from work. And now the dates are stacked on top of the week, and you’re straining to be present, or faking it, and quietly wondering how you’ll show up tomorrow.

The standard advice — go on a hundred dates, collect a thousand rejections — was never built for how an introvert’s energy actually works.

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My guest this week is Myisha Battle. She’s a dating and sex coach, an author, and a podcaster who has spent years working with introverted clients trying to build real relationships without burning themselves down to do it.

Her reframe is simple, and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it.

Introvert dating is an energy management problem before it is anything else.

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Myisha told me a story about a conversation with Cindy Gallop that changed how she runs her own life. Cindy insists on a recovery day when she lands somewhere for an event, and another recovery day after. Not as a luxury. As a condition of doing the work well.

That kind of permission is rare. Most of us push through. We treat rest like something we’ll get to after we’ve earned it. And then we wonder why we show up to a first date already halfway gone.

Myisha builds those buffers into her life now. Cocooned workdays. Space between obligations. A quiet acknowledgment that the thing that energizes her — being present with people, holding the room, making it safe enough for someone to ask a hard question — is also the thing that costs her the most.

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The part of the conversation that landed hardest for me was about crossover skills.

Most introverts I know have spent years — decades even — building rigor around their careers. Preparation. Planning. Being proactive. Reading the room. Studying what works.

And then they walk into their romantic lives like it’s a totally separate game they never studied for.

Myisha’s question to her clients is quiet and precise. How did you get to the place where you are now at work? Because we want to apply some of that here.

You already have the operating system. You just haven’t installed it in this part of your life yet.

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We also talked about the trap of quantity over quality. Three apps. A hundred dates. The volume-based advice that fills your feed and makes you feel like the reason it isn’t working is that you aren’t doing enough of it.

For an introvert, more is almost never the answer.

One well-matched connection, built on your actual capacity, beats a hundred exhausted, resentful ones. And giving yourself permission to date at your own pace — quieter, slower, more intentional — is not a compromise. It’s the strategy.

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There’s a lot more in this conversation. The buffer period between work and home. What sex looks like as an energy exchange, not a performance. Why the “always on” story we tell about libido is failing men just as much as it’s failing women. And Myisha’s own hard-won recognition that showing up depleted is worse than showing up less often.

If you’ve been quietly wondering whether the way you date, or partner, or show up at home has to feel this draining — this episode is the one to put in your ears on a walk.

Connect with Myisha:

- Myisha Battle’s Website
- Myisha Battle on Instagram

You know the feeling.

A piece of tough feedback lands, or a conflict flares on a call, and your body clenches before your mind catches up. Tight chest. Shoulders up. Mind blank.

Or the opposite—you go quiet, shut down, and afterward you kick yourself because you had so much more to say.

For a lot of quieter, more sensitive, more introverted professionals, this isn’t a character flaw. It’s your nervous system doing exactly what it learned to do a long time ago.

That’s why no amount of forcing confidence ever quite sticks.

My guest this week is Karen Canham, a coach and practitioner in somatics, functional medicine, and nervous system regulation.

Karen spent years in high-pressure sales before she figured out the fix wasn’t in her head—it was in learning to regulate her nervous system from the body up.

In our conversation, she walks through the red/yellow/green zone model as a way to name where you actually are in your system:

• Green as the hyper-busy, go-go-go state most of us live in during the workday.

• Red as shutdown and freeze.

• Yellow as the calm, curious, connected middle we want to come back to.

The work isn’t to live in yellow forever. It’s to notice where you are and know how to return.

Karen also gives us the small, physical, in-the-moment tools that make regulation practical instead of abstract.

Feet on the floor.

A hand on something tactile.

A slower breath.

A gentle massage on the outer ear to stimulate the vagus nerve.

And the sentence that a lot of quiet leaders never give themselves permission to say:

“I hear you. Give me five minutes.”

Protecting your system, as Karen puts it, is your responsibility.

If you’ve been trying to think your way out of a pattern that keeps knocking you off your game—the freeze in feedback, the shutdown in conflict, the reactivity that surprises you afterward—this conversation gives you a different place to start.

Listen to the full episode wherever you get your podcasts.

Connect with Karen:

- Karen Canham’s Website
- Karen Canham on YouTube

You know that voice. The one that hits right before the big meeting, the keynote, the conversation that matters — what the hell are you doing here, you don’t belong, they’re going to find you out. Most of us take it personally. We assume it was installed by a parent, a bad performance review, some private failure we never quite recovered from. Caverly Morgan, who spent eight years training in a Zen monastery and now teaches mindfulness to high schoolers through her nonprofit Peace in Schools, opens this conversation with a reframe that changes everything: that voice isn’t yours alone. It’s collective conditioning — the cultural soup that rewards the loudest person in the room and overlooks the quiet leader doing the actual work. Naming it as inherited, not personal, is the first move toward loosening its grip.

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The heart of this episode is Caverly’s SNAP method — a four-step practice for working with the inner critic without trying to evict it. See it: notice that this is arising. Name it: “oh, this is the inner critic.” Allow it: stop futzing with it, stop trying to fix it, let it be what it is. Return to Presence: settle back into your own being. The shift isn’t getting rid of the anxious part of you. It’s moving from the backseat to the driver’s seat — and offering that anxious part the same unconditional kindness you’d offer someone you love. As Caverly puts it, the savageness of how we speak to ourselves is something we’d never aim at a stranger at a grocery checkout, let alone a friend. Self-compassion isn’t softness; it’s the precondition for showing up as the leader you actually are.

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The deepest teaching in this conversation goes one layer further: you are not even the one having the thought. Caverly uses the image of the open sky — pure awareness — with anxiety and imposter syndrome passing through as weather patterns. The wiring may never fully go away. Caverly still gets nervous before a talk. Greg’s heart rate still climbs every time he stands in front of a room. The work isn’t eliminating the content of those moments. It’s remembering that you’re the sky, not the weather — and that presence itself, the kind that doesn’t have to perform or prove anything, is leadership presence. If you’ve been carrying the quiet certainty that you’re not enough, this one is worth your full attention.

Connect with Caverly:

- caverlymorgan.org
- Free Gift for Listeners
- Peace in Schools
- *The Heart of Who We Are* (book)

There’s a specific voice introverts hear in high-stakes rooms—the pitch, the keynote, the presentation to senior leadership.

It whispers: Who are you to be here?

Most advice for that moment leans on confidence or charisma, as if the fix was something you could just will into place.

Lee Schneider—former TV producer, USC storytelling professor, and frequent keynote speaker—has spent decades in writers’ rooms and pitch meetings, and he offers a different answer.

The antidote to imposter syndrome isn’t forced confidence.

It isn’t fake-it-till-you-make-it.

It’s preparation.

Knowing the material so thoroughly that you can be present in the room instead of reading at it.

Actors call it being off-book.

Lee says it’s the real source of executive presence.

What makes this episode practical, not just reassuring, is Lee’s concept of containers for extroversion—small structural moves that let an introvert step into a performative role without becoming a different person.

Host the party.

Give the keynote.

Moderate the panel.

When you take on a specific role, the container does more of the work than you might expect.

The same logic applies inside a company.

Volunteer to run the meeting and the role gives you scaffolding—an agenda, pacing, and the authority to redirect.

Host the offsite and you have somewhere to put your attention.

Lee’s broader preparation toolkit follows the same pattern:

• Record yourself and listen back while walking.

• Sneak into the room before the keynote and stand where you’ll stand.

• Get the talk out of your head and into a real exchange with another human being well before the lights come up.

The third move is where the craft gets quieter.

Lee teaches storytelling because narrative is how people actually remember things—and introverts, who already think introspectively and go deep, often have the raw material most extroverted communicators have to manufacture.

The trick is sharing a little of it.

Open with a bold statement and anchor it in something true about you.

Read the room.

Pause where it matters.

Trust that if you forget a line, only you will ever know.

It’s a quiet, repeatable playbook for the rooms that scare you most.

And one worth practicing.

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Listen to the full conversation on Apple Podcasts or Spotify.

Connect with Lee:

Lee Schneider’s Website

Most introverted leaders know this moment. You sit in a meeting with something to say. You hold it, only to watch someone else make the exact point you didn’t—and get the credit.

Kendra Dahlstrom spent her twenties living inside that gap. A 28-year corporate veteran and leadership coach, she stayed silent out of fear of getting it wrong until she realized the regret she felt walking out of those rooms wasn’t anxiety. It was data—her inner wisdom telling her she had something worth saying.

What she learned is that quiet leadership isn’t about volume. It’s about preparation, clarity, and intention. As Kendra puts it, leadership is simply “being willing to do what’s needed in the moment.”

Sometimes that means speaking up. Sometimes it means making space for someone else. And sometimes, when the insight arrives after the meeting ends, it means sending the follow-up email anyway.

The conversation doesn’t end when everyone leaves the room. If your best thought comes on the walk back to your desk, write it down and send it—a Slack message, a quick email, a “one more thought” follow-up.

That approach works with how many introverted minds naturally process, ensuring your best ideas still make it into the conversation. Kendra’s full discussion is packed with practical examples like this—the kind you can put into practice tomorrow morning.

Connect with Kendra:

• Kendra Dahlstrom’s Website

Most of the advice introverted leaders get about assertive communication misses the point.

Speak up more. Be more confident. Get out of your head.

None of it tells you what to actually do when the meeting is moving too fast, someone louder steps over you, or when you’ve been avoiding a difficult conversation for three weeks.

Megan Malone, a personality expert at Truity, offers a quieter—and far more useful—approach: the foundation of assertive communication is self-awareness. The clearer you are about how your mind actually works, the more direct, calm, and effective you can be when it matters most.

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One of the most practical moments in our conversation is when Megan reframes a phrase many introverts have been conditioned to apologize for:

“Let me think about it and get back to you.”

For years, introverted professionals have been told that needing time to process is a weakness, something to compensate for by improvising faster. Megan flips that assumption.

That sentence isn’t a retreat. It’s a leadership move.

The people who consistently return with thoughtful answers earn a different kind of respect than the people who simply fill silence.

We also spend time on boundaries and conflict, which Megan sees as expressions of the same underlying skill: protecting your energy by saying no earlier and addressing tension before it compounds.

The relationships that survive an honest conversation are almost always stronger because of it.

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If you’ve ever left a meeting wishing you’d been heard, or watched a difficult conversation become even harder because you waited too long, this episode gives you something practical to act on.

Megan’s framing of self-awareness as the unlock, depth of thought as a strength rather than a delay, and direct communication as an act of kindness—not aggression—offers a playbook for quiet authority in action.

Listen to the full conversation on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you get your podcasts.

Connect with Megan:

Megan Malone’s Book
Megan Malone’s Instagram
Megan Malone’s Twitter

For years, I stayed for the dinners, drinks, and networking events long after my energy was gone because I was afraid of what I might miss.

If you’ve ever pushed through on an empty tank, this episode explores what’s really happening—and the hidden cost of ignoring it.

Check it out.

Most of us think we change by gritting our teeth, making a plan, and forcing ourselves to act differently.

Norman Farb, neuroscientist at the University of Toronto and author of Better in Every Sense, spent two decades studying the brain and found a better approach.

The habits that hold introverted leaders back—like staying silent in the meeting, shrinking from the room, deferring when you should push—aren’t really habits of behavior. They’re habits of perception.

Your default mode network builds a tidy, efficient model of who you are and what you can do, and under stress it stops letting new information in.

The fix isn’t more effort. Surprisingly, it’s reconnecting with your senses.

What struck me most in our conversation is how directly this maps to the experience many introverted leaders share: that moment of anxiety before you speak.

Norman’s reframe is that the racing heart isn’t the obstacle. It’s a signal you’ve been organizing your behavior around avoidance.

The work isn’t to make the sensation disappear. It’s to become familiar enough with it that you can notice it—and act anyway.

He shared some very practical ways to do that:

• Notice three things in the room you’ve never really looked at.

• Pay attention to sounds you usually filter out.

• Sit with the tightness in your chest before the meeting instead of trying to override it.

Small steps that can even feel a bit silly.

But this is how the model updates—not through one dramatic breakthrough, but through ongoing repetition.

Until one day, when your moment to speak comes, the fear is still there, but you speak anyway.

What I appreciated most is that Norman doesn’t sell transformation as erasing your current self.

You don’t become a different person.

You don’t get rid of your introversion.

You simply include more of yourself—the anxious part and the curious part, the careful part and the part that has something worth saying.

That’s the version of change that actually lasts, and it’s the version that doesn’t require pretending to be someone you’re not.

If you’ve ever felt stuck in a pattern at work and assumed the only way forward was a personality overhaul, this episode offers a different invitation.

Give it a listen.

Connect with Norman:

Better in Every Sense (book)
Norman Farb at the University of Toronto